love&hope.

love is what keeps me going, i think. it's all i need... i need love. need his warm embrace, crave his kiss, falling head-over-heels for his perfect, beautiful eyes. his voice, the way he says my name, the way he whispers in my ear, the way he kisses my hair, my neck...
i really love this. it gives me reasons to look forward to tomorrow. to life. as long as he's here, as long as he's in my future, i need this. i'm going to do this.

i haven't cut myself in 16 days. a whole sixteen days. i can't believe how good i'm doing.. i don't want to ever cut again... he's helping me do this. he's helping me through.

i really, really want to win this. i really think i can. i think i'm gonna fix this... i think i'm gonna do it.

i have hope & love now. this is a beautiful feeling, hope & love are beautiful.

they're taking me to such great heights...