saving lives.

if i were a pretty, wealthy girl, i think i would give money to to write love on her arms. then i'd buy a huge mansion in the country. then i would become a counsellor. and i would help all the depressed teenagers, so they won't have to feel how i feel now. so they could tackle the problem and get rid of it before it gets this big. i would tell people not to wait.. to call.. to ask for help. that it would be the best thing to do. i would save lives, the way i almost couldn't save my own. i would help people to free their souls.

that is, if i make it that far.
maybe, someday... this fantasy will come true.